i was a mother once.
i wanted to be a mother but i hadn’t considered the actual weight of being one.
i didn’t anticipate the love i felt for my daughter.
i don’t think it was quite understood how much love i truly had for my daughter,
i didn’t even understand it.
i did anticipate the general disgust and distain people would have towards me and my daughter,
i guess that’s just something young mums deal with.
i just ignored it.
i definitely couldn’t have been a mother on my own and to that i thank alias.
i did a terrible thing to my daughter.
i am reflecting,
i was selfish.
i hope you are doing well.
